I think the worst part about discovering something you never wanted to is the overwhelming sadness that comes with it. And there’s no way you can direct that negative emotion anywhere other than at yourself for being at that particular place at that particular time, finding what you found.
(Source: melllllerrs, via kennywins)
Once in a while I feel as if I’m alone. Not alone in the sense that I have been abandoned, or alone in a sea of people kind of alone. Alone as in my fears and emotions seem to be the only living things that exist. A temporary state of reverie that is slightly unstable, but humbling. For once, the people I care, and occasionally worry about, have been surpassed in dimension by my own unraveled spirit. The more I think, the more the contents bursts from the seams. Occasionally, I am more saddened than lost after experiencing the vividness. I have tasted bliss that I can never obtain.
(Source: terrencewg)
travel far lone wolf
live long lone wolf
when it’s cold, make a pact
with the wind lone wolf
not a pack lone wolf
we see your shadow lone wolf
we know the way you love it
the darkness stays lone wolf
don’t call or cry for it
howl for the light lone wolf
survive the night lone wolf.
(Source: frankocean)
You stay in one place for too long and the people there will start solidifying an image of you. Like you’ll always be the same til the day they stick you in a coffin. One day you decide to say a new word or express a new lifestyle you feel suitable, buddy on the left gives you the brow like that’s weird or unacceptable. Some people can’t adjust to people changing. But that’s why we just keep moving forward until they realize how clueless they’ve been.
(Source: jonathanpham)
It’s not a matter of choosing between two lives: to become heartless or to become compassionate. To put it bluntly, give a fuck and don’t give a fuck. Just learn how to distinguish when is the right time to do the former or the latter.
(Source: jonathanpham)
“I don’t know if it’s too early or too late, but just as you did with me, I will tell you that I love you.”
She put her arms around him and asked the god she did not believe in to take her at that very moment. She closed her eyes and felt him doing the same. And a deep, dreamless sleep came upon her.
Death was sweet; it smelled of wine and it stroked her hair
(Source: thecoolofnight)
I sit alone, quietly, calmly, on the edge of everything that I have come to believe in, ceased of physical motion and language. I am at peace, but it is the questioning of my disposition that pesters me, stiffens me, as if silence has ultimately and blasphemously become synonymous with discord and discontent.
(Source: ayeeepatrick, via ayeeepatrick)
Sometimes, while you’re sleeping, I catch myself doing the same thing. I listen to the way you’re breathing, and take in the fact that you still are. Listen for the inhale, and wait patiently for the exhale. Then, I rest the palm of my hand over your heart, just to make sure it’s still beating. Lastly, I inch up just a little bit onto your neck. Though I do it to caress your neck, just like you asked, I also to do it check for a pulse. Because as long as those three signs are still clear, I know you’re still there. And as long as you’re there, I know our love is too.
Lord knows what I’d do the day this feeling fades away. God forbid it ever does. I adore you completely. I really didn’t think it was possible to be this blessed.
(Source: zabalafunk, via lancr)
It was never an obligation to be nice to people. No one’s forcing you to smile when you’d rather smirk. It’s not a question of where you draw the line, but rather if you should draw the line at all. So I suggest that if you’re naturally a cynic, go ahead and be one. You can be the coldest heart to walk the earth, especially if that’s just the kind of person you are. It’s better for me and saves me a lot of time. Because the truth of the matter is that some people are crazy enough to be themselves, and they’re not always going to give you the happy and dandy act. Coming across an asshole is not an abnormality. Learn to put up with one, or reconsider where you stand.
(Source: jonathanpham)